Worn Out

Before getting into depressing words, I shall share some funny stuff at the hospital.

A nurse shared a might-be-real story to us. Up to you to believe it or not, but the guy who did that must be really stupid.

The patient came to the ER with a light bulb in his ass, yeah, into his rectum and with the contractions made by the intestines, the light bulb got sucked up. What the hell.

The doctor was extremely mad because he had other emergency cases that need operation and everything got delayed because of this one.

Ah, just a few days ago, I spend nearly 30 minutes dressing wounds for a patient who got her femur broken. Damn. It takes a lot of time and the doctor had to come not long after I dressed them up to undo them all without bothering to stick them back correctly. Can't he think about us a bit? Geez. And no, he's not the only doctor who does that. There aren't many who are considerate...
Nevertheless, the patient was sitting on a chair so I bent my knees and sat down beside her, trying my best to stick them back.

Then, "bang".

When I stood up after I was done, I hit my head against the light. Ouch. The physiotherapist was there too. Great. Yeah, it's a long light against a wall that you move from left to right freely.

Just like the other time that I drenched myself as I was trying to take a patient's blood pressure. Uh-huh, I had to go all the way from the patient's room to where the ice/water machine is (instead of taking the water from the TOILET, not exactly the toilet, but you get the point) and come back, put it on the patient's table, brushed it with my elbow so it fell, (I was pushing the table away from me to have more free space) and yoohoo... some water to clean up.

Haha, after writing so much, I got distracted from my main subject. Yeah, I'm worn out. Not really physically because all I need to do is sleep and I'd be fine. Within four days, I woke up twice with wet neck and back. I don't know if it's because the weather is humid or because I had nightmares... but God, makes it stop.

I'm trying very hard; I just need a bit more of...everything.
Sooner or later, things would expire, even great things expire and when they pass the expiration date, they'd turn ugly.
Why not use this moment to leave some things behind.

Go back to how it was.

Never, can I?

It's all right.

As long as, I get through this.

Still, it is tiring.