Fairytales

Do not repeat chapters, for the ending of the story never changes."

Nah, I haven't watched any fairtales stories recently...but life itself can be one, though the ending might not be like in fairytales.

There's up and down and sometimes, you feel strenghtless, although you had tons of courage...there's time you need to stop running, breath, and think for a moment about what you have done.

There's a friend who wrote, "loving someone deeply gives you courage". If it's really what gives people courage, does it mean when you don't love someone deeply...you don't have courage? And if for once, you had that much of courage, would the courage stays with you, be with you in every relationship you'd have? No...no right? It depends on... who's pursuing, who's giving more...who's loving more...

But we can't live only with courage... courage...there's an end to everything.
Although it can't be seen yet...but... nothing actually lasts right?

A sweet beginning, an unforgettable relationship, when things turn sour, it still has to come to an end. When asking why...we don't really know the reason. Maybe that's what beautiful about it, because we know it would end, we will try our best to bring good memories out of it.

That's why I feel it's ridiculous for couples to promise each other eternity.
And that's when the saying of " What matters isn't the lengh of life, but its value. "
And, maybe that's why if I were to learn that I have cancer, I doubt I'd undergo therapies.

I've asked the question to some friends if they would accept the appropriate therapies against cancer, although knowing that therapies won't guarantee complete healing, most answered why not? Fight for life...

I guess I'm just chicken. It's somewhat harder for people in health to accept that they are sick...

But I don't want to. Somehow, you just don't want to die in a hospital, without hair and all weak due to medication...and being dependant on people. I don't want to.

Why not using that short time you have left to do accomplish what you haven't accomplished yet.

Yeah, some would say, if undergoing therapies would give you a lifetime...by then, you'd have much more time to accomplish these things.

But if things that I can do within a lifetime can be done within a year, giving me a lifetime would only mean more time to waste.

Haven't we wasted enough time like this?

Because we take for granted that we have more time ahead of us...

Am I right?

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A funny quote to share : Husband and wife are like a pair of scissors. joint together often moving in opposite directions yet punishing whoever comes between them.