I'm having a hard time catching up with my current life beat. Working, attending classes, and studying for the OIIQ exam plus for school turn me into a no-life loser. All right, the OIIQ exam is over, but because of that, I keep on being behind my lectures. By the time I get home, I'm tired and bored, so my reading pace is way too slow to catch up. No matter how much sleep I've had, I'd end up tired by the afternoon and nap.
Thought about doing an activity out of the ordinary, so that there's a change in daily routine, but it doesn't fit in the schedule.
At the hospital, the department opened up 10 beds, therefore, they need an extra nurse all the time.
At home, my grandfather came here from the US about a week ago...but I wasn't even feeling thrilled by this or not even slightly overjoyed. What I expected to happen did. Mom told stories between my grandmother and her to my grandfather's wife and the snowball just got bigger. I didn't quite hear what they say because I didn't want to listen, but with 2 sentences I knew she was starting it. What happened the following day? Dad was mad at Mom for spreading these 'rumors' out. I understand her disappointment, but there's some things you just can't say to certain people whatever the reason is. At 20's, you're learning it. At 50's, you should already know it. There're family dinners from time to time, but Mom forbids me to go, that's tomorrow. There was one at the restaurant yesterday, but I didn't go. I didn't want to be there. There're some words I won't want to hear, some acts I don't want to witness.
Spending most of my time around the same people due to school or because well, they're always around and 'cuz they're family -oh and I love them much much, but seeing other people gives me some air, which should be healthy (sicky elders ah), but aren't events made to not work the way you had planned them to?
In the end, I don't know what I should do to be less of a no-life. When I want to find some space to escape, I seem to end up with nothing satisfying.
There's a lot to say...
few people who listen,
but only needs one who understands.
On a side note, I miss the beach and hot weather. Sun-burning, eating different seafood dishes (for less than 10$), read, and sleep. It only lasted 3 days in my whole 1month and a half trip.
Vietnam - Hoi An
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Aww, Yeah, there are just times in life when you feel like so cooped with the same old routine that nothing ever goes out of the norm =T. ya just gotta try to look for something new out of the old.
miss you. hope you've been well otherwise. take care =]
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