Social Psychology

I have periodic insomnia. It comes and goes depending on my mood. It started since my 16h shift. Also, my body got used to sleep around 2am, so it's terribly hard to force it to sleep before midnight to get it up by 7am. Actually, my body's telling me it needs sleep. It's aching all over and when I move, my back makes sounds. However, my mind doesn't want me to sleep. Therefore, it isn't really insomnia. I just don't want to sleep as if I was afraid not to be able to wake up or maybe I don't feel secure and safe enough about something.

The result? I fell asleep at least once a day in my classes this week. My friend even said I had my head titled backwards mouth wide opened and she did nothing about it! God! No wonder the teacher was looking weirdly at me or at least I thought she did. Last time it happened, I was in a car in VN travelling to Ha Long...what do you want, it happens when you take Gravol. Such a killer drug, in order to take away your nausea, it brings you into sleep. Oh, this remind me that maybe I should sort out VN pictures sometimes soon.

It can't go on like this though. I'm going to take the opportunity of no nursing lab tomorrow to sleep in and not attend that 1h recorded class. Talking about nursing labs, my main nursing teacher this semester is freaky. Apparently, her husband is a doctor and she's frustrated about not being able to make it to medicine so enjoy training nurses into medical stuff. Well, without knowing that rumor, I could feel that she wants us to be fake doctors with all the "You'll learn how to speak like doctors, understand their vocabulary, assess patients better (like doc), you'll rise another level." The only thing that I like is that she said experience isn't everything, that actually, nurses with a higher degree have lower stats of the number of coding patients. Ha! In your face VN nurses who think that experience is all that. I'm saying this, but I still think that experience is golden.

I have social psychology this semester which is a very interesting course just to attend not to write its exams. I learn that there's no such a thing of "opposite attracts" instead, we like people who are similar to us. (Ok...back's aching...sleep...sleep....will continue when I wake up).