Black Letters

Aaahhh!!! >.< I got an email this evening to check if I can still do my summer tranining nevertheless. Now, I'm stuck. If the commitee says yes, I can't say no after all the effort they went through. Mind you, if I ever come to the training, I'll be one week behind on six, lol. On the other hand, I was schedule to work on Tuesday morning. What the fuck? Let's rewind. Due to the changes to my school schedules, I had spent one whole day dialing phone numbers and sending off emails to cancel or re-activate many many projects I have. I also have two jobs to deal with, meaning building schedules to my liking...geez!

Anyways, so when I called the hospital to cancel on Tuesday (let's not be too mean, they need time to find someone to replace me), she announces that I will much probably have to train assistant nurse. You're kidding me right? Did you see how many days I've worked for the past year? Still funny, because I was actually expecting this. All right, I expected to train students or externs....not the unlicensed nurses or assistant nurses...they'll be best stepping over my dead body. It's not fun to be holding that little piece of license that give you rights and responsibilities, because...I'm scared >.<
I'll just go dig a hole and hide my head inside. Yep yep...butt sticking out like an ostrich. I don't want to be a swallow that can fly anymore................................

After all, I was all happy this week. Those letters destroyed my happy-go-lucky mood! Boo!