Feeling Weird

(Why don't they have an icon called 'weird'? Argh.)

All right, so training in psy is over. God, bless you. I have few more classes to attend and it would be over until the end of the semester! Ah no, I have a stupid project to work on too. Bleh. But okay, I have Thursdays off in October, no training.

Uh, I'll take one of my day off to go eat lunch with my aunt. A must. Few days ago, I was speaking on the phone with my uncle because of some internet stuff and instinctively (or defensively) I felt so annoyed. Maybe...seeing mom hurts like this...I just can't.

Today, I wanted to cut off the other students' tongues. Geez, they talk way too much. It was already past 4pm and I had to meet up a friend who was getting off of work at 5pm, but they kept on asking questions!!!! Already stressing out for some sort of exam called ECOS for nursing. Don't they get it?! You'll have your 2% as long as you attend that day and participate. That's it! Gah, I wanted to shout out, "Sorry teacher, but I'm leaving now, byebye."

What's with my mood? It has been going well for the past three weeks. Really, it wasn't like this for the whole summer. Never ever was I feeling happy for 2 consecutive weeks. I was more moody this week though and quite scared that 'it' will come back. Well okay, not moody. Just few symptoms are there again, like feeling abnormally bored even with stuff to do, needing friends around, being apathetic, sometimes I know what I'm doing, sometimes not...Bleh.

Oh, and I've been taking naps after classes/training for at least two hours... It's not like I have to stand up all day or something but I do get really tired.

Okay, something is wrong here.

Again.

Damn.