7.9.09

Officially Pervert Doc

This is more than wrong. It's completely unethical. For the past year, I've done what I could to not have to deal with my pervert microbiologist. With his comments thrown here and there, his intentions were obvious. Even my teacher nurse knows about it. Everyone notices that he's behaving inappropriately with certain people. Anyways, due to this issue of mine that comes and goes, but that I've been 'treating' it on my own whenever it occured, I haven't needed his prescriptions, until what happened this weekend. It wasn't a need when I was discussing it. Everytime he comes on my unit and I happen to be there, he'd ask how I am doing, then goes on with why my 'thing' is incurable. Therefore, he decides to do a check-up. The following day, he appears on the unit, claiming that he went to the lab to take a look at the petri glass himself. WHAT? (You could have waited for the result to be out, I'm in no hurry, no pain, no nothing.) A while ago, he even asks about my whereabouts from my friend on another unit. He comments on how, "c'est tout dans le regard". "Quel regard?" I asked to which he didn't want to respond. Today, since I'm home, he gave me a phone call to talk about the antibotics and my future treatment (to which I don't think I need as of now.) In the middle of the medical conversation, he throws, "j'aimerais ça te voir, mais ce serait un conflit d'intérêt. (DISGUSTING) [...] Parce que je suis ton medecin traitant, je ne peux pas te regarder comme il faut." WHAT THE FUCK? --> that came to my head, so I just didn't reply to this and went back to the initial subject. Before hanging up he says, "je vois que tu as changé de sujet, tu es habile. C'est correct." I hurried some 'byes' before hanging up as I was freaking out!!!

I immediately dialed to a nurse-friend, I needed to talk about this!!! Seriously, he's scaring me, even if it stays at a verbal level. I hope he understood I don't want to have ANYTHING to do with him. The doctor/patient relationship will stop from now on too. Whatever prescriptions he'll set out, they won't be taken in consideration. Geez! Why this kind of situation likes to stick to me? Out of all the patients, out of all the doctors, out of all the driving teachers, why, but oh god, why me? (I look like crap at work and I make sure just to wear pants on driving classes.) Is it because I seem so weak and vulnerable so they think I'm an easy prey? Is it because they think no one will know? Sometimes, I just think I'm over sensible, but sometimes, it's just too obvious to miss. Then, I had to reach my teacher nurse at the hospital to talk to her about this situation. She supports that if I need help, she can talk it out with the doc for me. I can't think right as of now, cuz I'm even scared being home by myself. I feel like he'll pop out of nowhere!!! Damn him, he's old, ugly, and has a wife with kids!!! For god' sake, respect your family, yourself, and others. Instead of changing subject, maybe I should have told him straight that "out of all due respect, I don't appreciate this kind of behavior from you." As if I don't have enough problems like this...

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