Ok, so I heard I tend to disappear from a few but almost everyone. Fact is, I've lessen my hospital work days to spend more time on midterms, to which I've realized they aren't midterms, but full-terms. By the time I'd be done with them, I'll have about 3 weeks before finals. Hence, that didn't really help much with the social life. Yet, I don't mind. Let's rewind to what happened recently, starting from a week ago.
My cell is sick: chronic illness. Through an acquaintance, who has the cell that I'd like, he suggested that I buy it on Ebay for a lower price than retail's. Being me, I knew I was going to be scammed, so I asked 2 different friends to come, in case one couldn't make it, but in the end, neither of them came. Picking the phone up on my own (seller made it complicated as she lives in Brossard), my brain processed that the cell was fine as it was working. While at home, the acquaintance and I were trying to figure out what's wrong when my laptop couldn't detect the phone nor via Bluetooth or USB cable. We were also trying to find a way to update its firmware. I still don't get the point for companies to sell unstable electronics that need upgrade after upgrade. Then, he said that I should have called him to come with me. "Ok...you may have my phone number, but I don't have yours." "It's on FB." Really? 'Cuz I often check FB to see if people leaves their phone number there! (That's it, minus 1 day for stuyding.)
The next day, as I promised to take some friends out of their boredom, even if I was lacking time for myself, we went for some rocks climbing. The very very few times I choose to go to HorizonRoc, it has to snow or rain like there was no tomorrow. Why does my friend always want to hold my umbrella while he just can't do it for two? In the end, we were three soaked ducks inside the sweaty-stinky place. And I had to have the brilliant idea to come without clothes to change. I also felt so apologetic towards my French friend who came even if he knew he couldn't climb without accreditation. Since he made it to there, he decided to take the test without any lesson, but gave up in beginning as he didn't remember much from his high school climbing experience. We ended up being the 3 of us...but something was wrong. Even if I was on the ground holding onto my friend's life, I was freaking stressing out. He tried for a few times to overcome an angled wall and everytimes, he'd entangled around the cord, it lifted me a bit from the floor. It's almost as frightening as my med-like exam. Not normal. Or was it stressed building up from test, phone, climbing fright? Yeah...just imagine me few meters away from the ground if I'm already palm sweating holding onto someone else's life. Seriously, I'm a joke. (Minus another day for studying)
Back to the story of not-my-phone, I was afraid the woman would run away with my money. She doesn't understand it when I tried to explain the reasons why the phone is a fake. Well, she called back after my climbing friend stalked her. Then, thanks to him, two days after paying for the phone, he drove me to Champlain Mall on South Shore to get my money back. Phieww...
Now we're onto Monday and it's two days before my exam. As I was reading an article, my netbook screen suddenly went blue, stating that there was an error so it shut down. It'd reboot on itself but Windows couldn't be restarted. Damn it. Anyways, I took the opportunity to catch up on a friend, while another one reinstalled Windows. He managed to do a backup of my files but couldn't retrieve them. I lost what I just fell in love with: PS-CS2. Good lord, my documents are in a separate drive. He doesn't know what cause the crash and just said it happens sometimes...just very rarely. I'm just unlucky enough for that to fall on me. On the very same day, at the very same moment, I got a call from Kim asking me to go to ER with her as she's under tremendous pain with her swollen wrist. I've declined. I got too many things to do for myself and with the exam, I cannot lose another day of studying. Plus, I told her there's nothing I can do for it even if I came along and it's probably just sprained (to which I'm right). Ok...I guess, I suck as a friend.
The bottom line is...over the past few weeks, all these melting pot of events, even if I was tired, I couldn't fall asleep before very late. Headache was continuous days after days and it fell like my neck was about to break off from its spine. Yet, I'm not doing anything. I'm no longer attending parties, I hate hanging out in groups and I canceled 3 invitations for Halloween parties. Also, I just learned I've to do some blood tests after my shift on a friend (and her bf, who never undergone any test), who just learned that her bf had unprotected sex with a woman, who was having unprotected sex with someone else, and he didn't tell say anything before going unprotected with her. The hospital will some money in exchange of my friend's stress-relieved state, if everything'll be fine. Lovely. Nonetheless, birth control pills are the best invention ever (after electricity).
Well, at least I enjoy what I'm learning and books are my best friends. We're having one way communication. I think mankind scares me. Somehow. Oh well, it's always full of surprises.
That's the story of my uncontrolled stressed moments.
Massage saved my day.
And it's almost 3h00 so I better try to sleep before I write some more. See ya!
27.10.09
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