Off The Hook Or Not

September 16th 2010, it is the end of my treatment, hopefully. The appointment with my doc is next week, so let's hope he doesn't feel like putting me back to it. Last week, with all the sudden sneezing, I thought I was allergic to cats, but actually, it was the beginning of a cold. I was lucky enough to have to run under the rain without umbrella twice within a week!!! Funny how I always get sick at around the same month twice a year... Anyways, so dry cough, then brain congestion with nose blockage, the regular cycle...I didn't want to do much beside sleeping.

Friday, I was in class, then as I reflex-swallowed, it didn't feel quite like saliva or anything normal yet not unknown to me. I rushed to the bathroom and it wouldn't stop. I usually coagulated within a minute, but just by the time I needed to switch toilet paper, red droplets were falling down in the water. I stood there for at least 20 min...It sucks when your brain automatically tells you, "dudette, try to eat more, you need vitamine K". Beside not having to take these pills regularly, just for the nosebleed and dry skin, I'm so happy to be off the hook.

Damn hell, I'm jinxed. I always get pre-code blue at lunch time. It took the doctors two fucking hours to decide to move the patient to ICU. Come on, it was obvious we wouldn't keep on the floor. When I was going for my rounds, something felt weird about her, as she couldn't speak like in the morning and her mouth hurt. The tongue was terribly swollen. And if I had gone to lunch earlier, I'm pretty sure no one would have notice it. Not that others suck or I'm too good, but with all the stories I hear and know of, it's sad that some people just don't have 'it'.

I decided to reinstall Windows XP after a day like this. At first, I called around for friends because I was looking for the cd, but actually, it was right in my netbook! I was so fed-up and pissed. Google didn't do its job anymore and Blogger started to be redirected elsewhere...Plus, my anti-virus was going crazy popping out all the time. It wasn't so bad, you just learn to do it by yourself.